Kittymew101

Everything is perfect. It's sunny outside, not a single cloud in the sky. I look over at you and smile as you sit there. You smile back at me and tell me to play since you can't. I run around the yard. I roll in the grass and look at the sky. I spot a bird in the tree. I point at it and call your name. I look over and frown as I see you're on the ground. I get up and run to you. I roll you over and my eyes widen as I see your expressionless face. My heart starts to pound as I shake your arm. I call your name time after time. Tears well in my eyes as I realized you were gone. I lay next to you and cry until I can cry no longer. I close my eyes

A year. A year it has been since I last saw you. I still don't understand why. Why you had to leave me. I'm still so young. I still need you. I miss you more every day. Tears run down my face. I must stay quiet. So that others may not hear. I wish to see you. Just one last time. It will never happen. This I know now. I write for you. Because I miss you. Because I want you back. Because I love you. A year ago it was. That I held your hand. I held your hand as you slipped away. I still can't belive it. I will never see your smile. Never feel your warm hugs. If only we could know why. I dream of you every night. I can never escape the pain. The

Life is too fleeting to miss. One moment it is here, the next it's not. Your beautiful smile, your warm hugs I'll miss. But now you're in heaven with your love, looking down at me. I still love you and forever will. You left me today. But I couldn't see you pass. I'll see you someday, that I know. Your love is more precious than gold. I will forever miss you. Now I know just how precious life is. I will live on for you, praying that we will be together again.

Meeting you was my first mistake. I should have just turned away. We had bonded so quickly. I fell for you so quick. You seemed so kind then. I'm ashamed of myself for that. I let down my walls for you. I promised myself I wouldn't. That was my second mistake. I let you inside. I let you take over my mind. My guard was down and you took advantage of that. You sicken me. I caught you. You cheated on me. How dare you. I gave you everything. You threw it back in my face. Calling me crazy. The day before you said you loved me. You never cared about me. I was just a game to you. I ran away in tears. This was my third mistake. I wish I hadn't done

No one would notice it. No one would care. No one wanted you anyways. Do you have these feelings? I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. It must hurt so much. To not feel loved. But I love you. I'm here for you. Day and Night. Dark or Light. Next door or miles away. A call. A text. That's how far away I am. Please think harder. Please be stronger. Please, don't go....